I want tell to you that I love you

At this time, my heart is complicated.. thinking about someone, want to met her, want to walk again with her...

Every time I think about it, I realize that It just a dream.. In my life I never tell to someone that I love her..

What??

Never confess your love??
I mean I never confess my love with all my heart.. I don't understand about it anymore

what's love??

in my mind just me and emptyness...