I love my lonely day

I'm a lonely man.. hmm I always feel like that.. hmm I hate to say it but it's true that sometimes even in crowd area I still feel lonely.. but it's change when someone teach me about friendship and communication.. how important is it hahaha... I think I have change.. I have so much friend hahaha.. but why today i still feel very lonely..

I feel lonely because hmm maybe because I don't have a special person that so close to me.. espessially a girl.. but I think I don't need a usual girl but the amazing ones..

where I can found that girl.. I still look for it :)

I have look for it until now and the result is null.. huhuhu I'm so tired..

suddenly God gives me a girl to accompany me.. woww after I met her, I feel warm, I have more conversation and know that even I don't like her at first time.. but she always fill my day.. but somehow she leave me now :(

huhuhu..

I'm so Sad...

but God sent again a girl.. she is really annoying hahaha.. but I know that she is a good person :)
but everytime I have conversation with her, I feel like a have a girlfriend.. we both always sent a message.. and call each other.. hmm I don't believe it I feel that she much care for me.. she proves it with her action that always fill my day even it's really annoying hahaha.. but I want to thanks to you.. you fill my day now..

BUT ...

That's why I always say to everyone:

Untold LOVE, Proved with Action

I never tell my love but I prove it.. I always waiting for you my M.I.R.A.C.L.E...

do you know how much time that I spent for waiting to only make sure you're safe.. it's countless.. 1 hour, 2 hour.. but even after I wait for that long, we never can get any conversation.. T.T

I wait for 2 Years.. just for I can have again a conversation with you.. and still I can't :(

LOVE is a TEST...

People who never understand of love will say love so fast.. I can't do that because for me to love is Step by Step and

The first step is always refill her day with your presense..

The second step is to have a special date..

The Third step is to prove your love and then confess that you love her/him

wwoooowww

I just miss the real problem hahaha...

but the point is just now

I love my day, I love my lonely, I love everything hehehe :P