Love Letter to MIRACLE

Hi, My Miracle

I know I shouldn’t write this letter but I can’t control myself right now. Now I will let my heart write this letter for you…

Do you remember who me?

Yes I’m that guy, that guy that introduce myself in the front of library at September 2009..

But before that I already know you somehow, Im sorry that I always watching you when you’re alone somewhere in the campus..

You’re just so sweet, and so beautiful .. but you know I feel this feeling at first time I see you.. at that time I crush on you, my heart beating so fast maybe you never believe it but that’s what happen.. you’re just like my mom when I was born in the world, first sight love somepeople says like that.. and at that time I become crazy because of you.. I don’t understand this feeling so much.. but after that I just want to look you more and more, met you, and stare at you.. I become your secret admires.. but I think I must be brave to introduce my name and let you know me so well.. yes that time in the front of library. I’m like a stupid man ask about you as a dancer in ******* celebration’s mass. But at that time I feel so happy, we both shake our hands..

Thanks for that time

Then do you remember about ****. You and me as one division and I stupidly somehow ask about your phone number. And you know what happen after time..

Time past so long until now. But I still can’t lie to myself that I still admire you until now. Even somehow you always ignore me, I try to sms you and you never reply it. I can’t even say hai or become your friends again. You always reject my yahoo messanger request.

It’s okay for me after all. In this letter I just one to say that you’re so special for me, you’re my miracle, and forever I will keep this feeling with me. We’re humans life only ones met with you is the greatest moment in my life.

I’m sorry to write this to you, but after this ones. I will let it to decide…

Don’t worry about me, I’m just your secrect admires

I really want to say that I LOVE you so much but I know I do not deserve for that…

Sorry for write this to you…

I create this poem for you :

In the front of library

the first time I have a dare

to introduce myself

we walks together for a moment after that

In the front of library

the first time I have success

to give someone a present

you never want to accepts it but I force you

In the front of library

the first time I see you with the other guy

you looks so happy with him

I'm so envy to him that time.

In the front of library

so many unforgetable memory about you

so many story that untold about you

so many ...

but now

somehow you dissapear

somehow you don't know me

somehow you stay away for me

somehow you never reply my message nor my comment

somehow I become a strange for you

However

I can't lie to myself that I still admire you until this time

I can't lie to myself that I miss you so much

I can't lie to myself that until this moment I still love you

I love you

I admire you

My Miracle